amporia

opposite of aporia

okay this is the opposite of aporia and again i dont know the single word for it, but the feeling is like you get new things to believe and you feel happy and its like a REBOrN~, so this woman is so hungry and she ate those cross and rossaries , these resemble that she's taking in the holy , it's more like she let in something new in her life. And usually eating is a habit and so she constantly believe and embrace this new thing in her life. also eating gives pleasure and Fullfillment ....

 aporia!!!

so this is aporia, its the feeling of lost that something you believe is true actually is a LIE. so the feeling is like death itself, its like dead of the inside which is the souls because you TRust too MUCh....